it makes me sad :(

as i was updating and redesigning my blog last night i came upon some old posts of isabela that made me sad. last summer when my baby girl was only a few months old i took a lot of small videos of her on my digital camera. isabela was just a baby, so small and so adorable!!! she was just starting to hold her head up by herself, laugh out loud and sit supported. i saw how little she was and it made me miss her at that age. to be honest i hardly remember her during that time. it seems so long ago. i guess it's because she is already over a year old and it's only natural to forget things over a long period of time. people always tell me to cherish the moments i have of her when she's little because before i know it she's going to be all grown up and they are right, but it wasn't until that moment that i truly really realized it. i sat on the couch, with tears in my eyes, and i couldn't believe that i could have forgotten any moment of her life...

i need to enjoy and appreciate every minute i have with her because every day that goes by she only grows more and more. i guess the one thing that gives me some hope and peace of mind is that at least i have a whole bunch of pictures and videos to help me remember. at least in some way or another i will always be able to see her as my little baby girl!